An actual relationship. Dont get me wrong i said its likely impossible and i learned that the hard way, but with this too i had plans and it gone very smoothly. one was over two months. still at the end i was left.
Ay I know how bad it must be for you brothaman. But keep ya head up, there's lots of fish in the see. Sometimes, you gotta experience something in order to grasp the understanding of what shit is you feel me? That's apart of life or you ain't gonna grow. Now I'm tell you straight up, because we all need that and not sugarcoat it.
Don't EVER look for no damn relationship on no damn porn site. That's like the don't of doing and don't in finding someone. Maybe it has worked sometimes, but it's extremely rare for it to happen. Or at least, talk for a period amount of time before coming to the conclusion of dating/talking. I'm talking like, you know this person personally for a long time, you know what they like to talk about and etc...y'know? Sorry they left you, but don't ever call a woman perfect until she's in your life, by your side and clicks with you. It's always about their personality, not because they RP and have the same kinks as you do.